There is such a feature - you are asked a question. And you give the answer. And if it's a good question, you do not just give an answer. You are looking for it. And then adventures begin. Adventures are not daytime and external, but night and internal. Because this answer immediately gives no peace. Because it is not the exact and whole of your being, so clearly aware at night that it is true, and what is not, does not give you rest.
These questions can arise in conversations with children - and then it is decided in the morning during breakfast in a conversation that continues yesterday. Or in work - and then you call the employee again and say your nightly discovery again. In training. And then you write a post, and in a new, other training, this discover and even its search becomes a valuable story ...
And now - shooting. The questions are unexpected. You're not ready. Although they are - about you. And this is all the more interesting. Because this discovery - what you still do not know about yourself, where you do not have an informed response? And a huge gift - in the form of non-banal interesting to yourself questions about yourself.
This was the reason for the shock of filming the program "Alone with Everyone" I have, so many performing publicly, almost five years playing something on the piano on stage and working as a business coach and speaker for nearly two decades. For me, for who on a scale, where is one extreme – fear of the audience and public speaking, and the other - their almost adoration, you have been for a long time due to experience, profession and character, clearly overclocking at the second point, and so I just had an incomprehensible bifurcation from the first replica of the presenter. That bifurcation that does not pass, when the program is over, the make-up is washed away, the microphone is unhooked and you have already left Ostankino. And it's not that strange and very uncomfortable feeling that you are so complicated, and from you they made a rather flat heroine with a very typical and indicative convolution in destiny. And the feeling that does not give You to sleep at night, when asked questions, and, most importantly, the answers you gave, Cause severe indigestion in the soul, get out undigested again and again, understand by words and meanings, they are checked for truth, they are rejected and finally a very clear and piercing answer appears from this confusion, like any truth.
And the replica was simple, somehow I should be ready for it. The meaning is next: «Here you are so cool and great here and there, and despite all the difficulties you can not fall into despair, but go ahead and achieve something there …» Here is such a typical message ... And you say something, but the inner voice just yells – "NO! All this garbage! I'm like everyone else, only worse! I can not listen to this nonsense longer! Every day I meet different people. At training sessions and just in life. There's something wrong here! I already know what this incredible miracle - every one of them. And I do not get tired of being struck by that inner wealth, beauty and strength that I see in everyone.
And the proof of this is precise that I am very familiar with despair. I know him well. My way often lies through the country where IT rules. And I take his hand, and we go together. And I pass this way humbly with him along all the gorges, mountains and lowlands of his country.
And maybe the only value thing I really learned to do in my life is to go with his hand in hand to the borders where it has no power and continue on its way further. Already without him. But do not comfort yourself about self-assuredly that this meeting was the last. Similarly, knowing that sooner or later I'll have to go back here. And we'll see each other again. And I do not say goodbye. I know that my way is not straight. And there is no map. And there are no straight roads. And there will be a meeting. And I'm ready. Again look into his eyes.
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