Our conversation continued for some time. Mostly The communication looked like verbal ping pong between Ted and Ronnie. The future excites You, especially when You have opposite views on it.
I had a feeling of incompleteness. So, that is why I was not surprised when in one week l received an e-mail from Ted. Although maybe not. I was wondered. First, I reacted on a very strange gesture to attract attention – he could just invite me somewhere. Secondly, my e-mail. I did not give it, however Ted did not ask it, same as other contacts. E-mail is archaic for personal affairs. Tell me, who chats about love by e-mail? The letter was too big for any messenger or private letter in Facebook, and was more focused to continue the confession. I open a new sides: the action of my gift goes on the distance.
Here I will show Ted's letter almost in full:
It is a big attainment to know what You want.
There are a lot of people who do not recognize it during all their life. No, of course at basic inquiries they are quite confident. Hunger - I want to eat. Thirst - I want to drink. Weakness - I want to relax. All basic physiological needs without difficulty. The trouble starts on the high levels of needs. Let’s be frank, some people get lost even in simple taste preferences, sour or salted? And speaking about more subtle differences, for example, sweet, cookies Oreo or Donuts, - generally force people to think even more. I belong to those, who ca not definitely recognize their trains. I think the reason is my "emotional neutrality." There is a theory that emotional disturbances that occur in moments of identity formation, on each age interval, laying the foundations for certain aspirations and aptitudes. The deeper emotion we get, the more distinct is the desire. I told that I have a sister Edith. Her example is revealing. And not only in the formation of the aspiration, but also in strength of the desire that overcomes all obstacles in its path...
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Authorize please.